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Friday, November 7, 2008

On a serious note... ...

To: You-Know-Who-You-Are,

If you are still wondering OR assuming that I am MAD at you, so be it.
But well... ...
On a second thought, why should I be infuriated? What do you think I can gain from it? I'm not the one getting SLAPPED. So yeah, what right do I have to be angry? *laughs*

I'm only playing the role as a bystander, but I suppose I have the rights to voice my opinions, yeah?

If you want to know the specific problem that lies with you, take this:

Judging from the way you dealt with things, its wayyy overboard. Although I am only hearing an one-sided story from YOUR point of view, but I can justify that no matter what problem it is, its still YOUR fault in resorting to violence. Yeap, no doubt about that.

Ask yourself, is violence really the way to solve things you are unsatisfied with?

I may not be sure if you are in remorse, but it was truly unbearable when you told me what you did - and still boasting about it. Be glad that I am not disclosing your name.

I knew you were angry at me when I told you off that time, but I don't care. Seriously. If I din' care for you as a friend, will I still spend my time (and MONEY!) typing and sending all those long messages- just to (hopefully) knock some sense into you?

Although I do understand that humans' temperaments can be "unstable" sometimes, but can you please (for goodness sake) at least have some self-discipline?

So what if you have a hot temper? Everyone has it. Even me! So you are telling everyone that having a hot temper gives you the authority to hit people? Great.

I am sorry to say that maybe you had confided in the wrong person at that point of time. I am very serious when it comes to filial piety. I can tell you-and everyone- that I DETEST people, regardless whether YOU are a guy or girl, being unfilial to their parents.

(I admit that I may not be the most filial daughter in the world, but at least I won't hurt my family the way you did- NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.)

To add insult to injury, YOU were still boasting and gloating over your "victory" in doing something that you NEVER should have done. Where have your morales gone to?

As a friend, I hope to see a more optimistic side of you, and NOT one who is always in depression. Why is it that the positive side of you DOES not last at all? In one minute, you are proving yourself to be a positive person, and another minute, you are back to square one AGAIN.

I understand things are difficult for you as an adult, but you are always bottling up your feelings, and sometimes even requesting people to IGNORE you. (Which I really will, if things really get out of hand.)

So you want to keep everything to yourself? Go ahead. Go bottle up for all I care, since you are not telling anyway.

AND YOU THINK YOU CAN APPEASE THE SITUATION BY SENDING ME A SMS, indicating "I will not contact you anymore... blah blah blah?"

In reply to YOUR sms, I am sorry to say that it gives me the feeling as though our friendship means no significance to YOU at all. You did not even BOTHER to give yourself an explanation nor the current situation, and just simply told me that you will not contact me anymore.
Can you imagine how I felt when you said that? Its a fortunate thing that my blood vessels did not burst at that point of time!

Right. From what I understand about YOUR character, you must be thinking, "So what do you want me to do?"

What I've got to say is, nothing. NOTHING. The decision lies in you. I'm just typing this entry to let YOU understand what my feelings were towards the situation.
And I do not need your apology or whatsoever, as you did absolutely nothing wrong to me. Just put it this way: I am someone who detest unfilial children, and I will get worked up (VERY) should I encounter this kind of situation.

Honestly, I am really disappointed that you have become someone beyond my imagination. I'd always thought you are different from any other typical guys I know, someone who never fails to bring a smile to my face whenever I spend time with.

But how long can my impression of you last?

Well, sometimes people who commit mistakes DO deserve a second chance, and I see no reason of why you should not. It may be difficult to erase away that almost-permanent bad image of YOU, but if you were to ask me, I DID- and still DO, appreciate our friendship.

I don't need YOU telling me not to worry as you will not contact me anymore, because I will NOT. (Duh!)

Its no doubt that our friendship is detortiating , but I see no sign(s) of sincerity from you. Sometimes I really hate the way you deal with things, and not taking any initiative in treasuring it at all.

Well, maybe its just me, ja?

Just appreciate everything you have in your life- and get on with it. Your family and friends will always be there supporting you and every decision you make. Though I'm not sure if you see me as a friend now, but I will still wish you the best for your future endeavours.

As a sidenote, I do hope that this entry will not be taken into offence because its just a revealation of MY feelings. I am not typing this to ANGER nor AGITATE you, but to let you wake up and come to your senses.

Its not the time when I can just sit there and ignore you for the rest of my life, right? Hopefully you can make sense of the message I am trying to bring across, and improve on your attitude.
I will not stop you from contacting me, though. Should you need to confront or ANY opinion(s) you might have, just drop me a message in any way you prefer.

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