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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

100th Post! *Gasp*

Gosh, I just realized that this is my 100th entry! (Congrats, Catherine! LOL)

Am not really in the mood for the past two days due to weird temperament changes. I get worked up easily, and I hope I did not offend anyone during this period of time! (I'm sorry!)

I really hate to admit, but I think I've lost interest completely in my studies. HELP!
I feel so withdrawn from my classmates and all.
The only noob who understand nuts about designing despite being in the course for 2 years. (I can guarantee you that a Year 1 student knows a lot more than I do. Pathethic, right? But it's true.)

I think I desperately need some help, but I don't even have the motivation. For once, I really sense the fear in being the only one flunking the course. (I KNOW I need to buck up IMMEDIATELY as the danger sign is already signalling, but procrastination and laziness is killing me!)

My mind is already trying to flee... FLEE away from schoolwork, and enjoy life to the fullest. I want to indulge in activities that are of INTEREST to me... Things that are able to motivate me and strive me towards the excellence of life.

NOW, WHAT LIFE AM I LIVING?! (I'm just clinging on to the cliff. Just one wrong step and I will find myself falling all the way down.)

Sometimes, I wonder if there is a problem with my understanding skills. I just couldn't simply understand stuff that normal people are able to.
I just don't see the way they do.

While people are working hard at school, where am I?
Let me tell you, I'm sleeping.

I don't find myself doing any school work unless being forced to, and most of the time, I'm either eating, surfing the net and sleeping at home! Yes, there isn't anything called SCHOOLWORK in my world. Now I'm going insane, and worried. My life is going haywire, with no specific direction(s). I've got no goal in life now. How pathetic. (But I don't need anyone's sympathy!)

Where am I heading to?... I wonder.

One of the major wrong steps that I'd moved is choosing the wrong course in my poly. I hope no one will commit the same mistake as I Did. There is no turning back now. I'm stuck. Really stuck. I think I am breaking down anytime soon.

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