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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

*Ack*, I am suffering from two terrible ulcers right now! (Its been a hassle trying to speak! Gaah!)
Well, probably I derserved it, for having an overly-comsumption of fast/fried food over a past period of 4 days.

(It all started with a Mcspicy meal from Macdonalds', then Shrimpy Cheesy Wrap from Long John Silver, next, the BBQ chicken wings from KFC, carried on by the latest Teriyaki chicken burger from MOS Burger, and FINALLY, Baked Rice + Pizza+Chicken Wing from Pizza Hut.)

(*Oh, in case you are wondering... Nope, I did not gain any weight from those meals.)

I've eaten too much in a row that I've got my desserts. Grrr... No more fried food for the time being! (I can't imagine more ulcers suddenly popping out of nowhere! *Gasp*)

Well, on a random note, my handphone was sent for repair on Monday, and to those who had smsed/called, I'm sorry! Sadly though, my storage of data was erased. OF ALL HORRORS! My pictures, drafts, smses... e--ev-every--thing!

School isn't looking that great to me either. Dragging my heavy feets to school daily isn't something I'm looking forward to. Yeah, I am always - and constantly- whining about school, projects and stuff. I whine so much that I find myself a pain in the neck sometimes.

I had a talk with my dad regarding the withdrawal of course should I retain any module(s) for the next semester. (At the current rate I'm going, I am really worried about my future, and the survival in my current course.)

I admit there's inadequate investments of efforts to some of the previous works I had done, but I really can't see myself putting in effort in doing something I am REALLY uninterested, or rather, not capable in.

(Can you believe it? I got 3 Fs for one of my modules. Yes, the one and only one in my class who had got it. Should I be honoured, or what? ~~I'M FEELING TERRIBLE!)~~

Is it just me, or am I on a total different frequency with the rest of my classmates? ~~(Why is it that I'm feeling so inferior?!)~~

Some of my friends think that I am pessimistic, and they're right.

I know my parents will support me in whatever decision or route that I choose to go, and I felt a pang of guilt for disappointing them with my wrong choice of course, which led me to the state I am now. I know that the last thing they'd want to see is my withdrawal from my course, and yet I kept harping on it frequently about withdrawing. Some of my friends may think I am joking when I mentioned about it, but I'm actually not.
Today, I walked past the Admin building, and did a double take when I saw the familiar-yet-unfamiliar (lol) yellow sheet of withdrawal form outside the office.
Don't worry, I will undergo a serious consideration before making any rash decision(s).

I hate to quit my current course, too, especially after having studied/survived for 2 years?! Nevertheless, I will not completely give up hope yet. I hope to do my parents proud too, by obtaining at least a diploma. I just wish I am able to get through and sustain till the final year without retaining.

I will hang on.... for the time being...

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